Monday, 17 September 2012

Feeling The Need For A Moan

You know when you are in one of them fed up moods when you just feel fed up with everything in your life? Well I'm in one of them moods tonight I'm afraid.

I've had a couple of bad days with Thomas, well not bad days but he's been really clingy I don't think he's been 100% so that's been tough because David is out a lot these days he works 12 hour shifts and now he takes the car out with him I feel like I'm stuck on my own. So that's been pretty stressful. Don't get me wrong I absolutely adore Thomas and I adore being a Mummy but I feel like I'm loosing who I am. I hope that doesn't sound selfish but I don't want to forget that I am Sarah as well as Mummy.

I'm also fed up of how I look I just feel like a fat frump all the time. I'm desperate to loose 2 stone which is the rest of my baby weight and I need some more clothes. I haven't really had any now for a year since I found out out I was pregnant so I feel like I need a complete style overhaul but with Maternity pay that is pretty tough :( So if any of you have any ideas of how to do this on the cheap I would gladly appreciate it :)

Money is also another big thing that is leaving me feeling fed up, I know money isn't everything but it would be nice to have a little extra wouldn't it. Maternity pay is poop but even when I start back work I will still only be on similar wages to what I am now with paying childcare fees but that is a whole different blog post.

Arrggh I do feel better for getting that off my chest it's nice to have a moan sometimes isn't it :)

3 comments:

  1. oh totally, love a good moan! - maybe writing it down will cheer you up? xxx

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  2. aww blogs are good to get your feelings out! In terms of clothes, i know some people look down on it but charity shops and car bootsales are SO good! Since being pregnant mostly all my clothes have come from there. Just have a good rummage and find things that are in good condition and not out of fashion. I have found things that still have the tags on and are around £2! xx

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  3. I get this feeling day in and day out, Maxwell has just started teething again badly and is extra clingy. Money is always a problem, but there are greater things than money, after all it brings no happiness. Keep the hard work up. I've loved reading your blog.

    http://introducingmummytothemax.blogspot.co.uk/

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